5
Once back in the darkened hospital room,
Kusum returned immediately to the bedside and pulled up a chair. He
grasped the withered hand that lay atop the covers and studied it.
The skin was cool, dry, papery. There seemed to be no tissue other
than bone under the skin. And no strength at all.
A great sadness filled him.
Kusum looked up and saw the plea in her eyes.
And the fear. He did his best to hide his own fear.
“Kusum,” she said in Bengali, her voice
painfully weak. “I’m dying.”
He knew that. And it was tearing him up
inside.
“The American will get it back for you,” he
said softly. “I’ve been told he’s very good.”
Burkes had said he was “incredibly good.”
Kusum hated all Britishers on principle, but had to admit Burkes
was no fool. But did it matter what Burkes had said? It was an
impossible task. Jack had been honest enough to say so. But Kusum
had to try something! Even with the
foreknowledge of certain failure, he had to try!
He balled his only hand into a fist. Why did
this have to happen? And now, of all times? How he despised this
country and its empty people! Almost as much as the British. But
this Jack was different. He was not a mass of jumbled fragments
like his fellow Americans. Kusum had sensed a oneness within him.
Repairman Jack did not come cheaply, but the money meant nothing.
Only the knowledge that someone was out there searching gave him
solace.
“He’ll get it back for you,” he said, patting
the limp hand.
She seemed not to have heard.
“I’m dying,” she said.